The sun is not yet waking.
The world around me is fast asleep.
I lay here and stare into the darkness.
If only I could find a way out.
My mind races with thoughts.
Solutions to the questions run through my head with fleeting notions of brilliance.
What can I do differently so I am finally happy?
Will I feel fulfilled?
The dawn begins to break.
Sounds of life will soon be stirring in my home.
I look over and see him in the glow of the early morning.
For a moment my heart and my mind are at peace.
Knowing he is here dulls the panic in my mind.
Relieved that I no longer have to do it alone.
A new day has begun, and the battle rages on.
But some how, some way I know that in the end everything will be fine.